blogging atlecture hall...zzzz u dun give a damn sia..leave without saying or informing....zzzz wth?!..argh!!! damn mit!!! ><

blogging atlecture hall...zzzz u dun give a damn sia..leave without saying or informing....zzzz wth?!..argh!!! damn mit!!! ><

stupid guy like you dun need any pity.!

what the hell??i just merely said what i saw and u told me off?? what the shyt is this!!im just curious oni lor...wth sia....its injustice,god!!!!argh!!!!

dang it!!!

sianz sia...my fren all of a sudden cancel the outing..shyt lo...look forward to this,then suddenly cancel....stupid la....zzzzzz now i gt nth to do....zzzzz...

angry!!!!!

ntd now...

sianz..been contacting bro for so loooooong but i yet to receive any...argh!!maybe batt flat??but is kinda like impossible to charge hp for so long ,right???weird...LOL....ahhhh..feel like so lost man without him...

anyway, today i watched 'hills have eyes 2'..it is so coool..haha..presence of blood..the torture...the steps to kill those ppl..ahhh...i like it..LOL,sadist!!!..anyway personally, i really love watching horror,voilence,gore and war types....hmm i bought 'the nun' and my dad bought'asylum'....both were fantastic...hahaa...

haiz..i feel so sianz now...sianz.....gt no one to chat wif..im so alone...real lonely..why like tt ....

today.....

lol sia today..was stuck at the excel ..and i thought i was wrong ..but actually..i haven been correct all this while...ZZZZ...and i w8ed from 10plus till 12pm just to edit it again and again...LOLOL man!!!!!!!!=.=||..anyway after this ..me,bro and others went to D3** and do our proj..LOL but my grp din..see..i so lazy..no lah...cos we kinda noe what we are gonna do le...so we just gt to paste those pieces into 1 whole piece and it will be done...tada~~..no worries..we will finish it before the deadline!!!yeayea....

after tt ard 2plus,went wif bro and the others to play pool..haha kinda fun ..[dun wanna explain further more as it will make me piss...]..

5plus..went to cinema and check for latest movie...bro went to buy yoghurt..i went to buy vcd :''the nun''...hmm thinking whether will it be ns..haha..

6plus...we took the mrt and went home...haha..but during the journey we spoke no less than 10 sentences><..zzzzzzz ...but partly was becos both of us were kinda tired...so we just dozed off in the train....yea...luckily gt one indian lady accidentally knock her things onto me..and when i woke up ..i realised it was my stn...PHEW!!! yea...and i said bye to bro and went bk home le....LOL..overall..is kinda enjoyable today...except for some unhappy events...hopefully we two can tok to tgt again,but more..^^

ooh a good day ahead?!

oooh...today is so cool...im feeling more better le..yea...isn't it a good sign??haha...hopefully it will continue to be like this ^^...

anyway me and bro went to have a quick lunch during poa lecture..haha..kinda cool..anyway partly is becos our stomach are growling, and we gt to stop them from making those weird sound...eeyuk!! lol..so tts why....but in the end,we are still as hungry as usual[esp me..=.=|..i gt monster appetite]

haha..anyway me and bro kinda like keep chatting away..chat abt anything we can think of ^^ hehe...and i super love it!!!!not saying i am what,i am just conveying that we din really gt to chat so long since last time[dk when was it,cos its really very long]..yippe!!!!! ^^ im just feeling WOW!!! yeayea!!!

i really am happy today!!whohoo!!!hhahahaa...k la..i go slp le..cya tmr :P buai..nites :O

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throughout the time..i've been pondering..am i really nth to you???there seems to be loss of connection between the two of us..>
but i kinda bit glad that you took the initative to talk to me..:P but i still can sense a strange feeling...argh...why???yea...but i feeling abit better now.for u finally talk to me..finally...i have been wating it for so long...but i just scared it wun last long...hopefully it will...pls..lets continue this...>< i wun want other days...pls...

a sad day...

LOL...i din wanna hear you say that...but u just slurp out..><...i have nth to say to you..just do whatever you want..ok?..just do that..gofor what u want...i give up ...really given up ...zzzz..

im recovering and suddenly,u said that..that crucial sentence...oh my gosh....:(..haizz...

damn...:(

wat the hell....u did it again...what do you want exactly?just tell me...its really hurting me like hell...guess u REAALLY dun understand me...:'(

just becos of this and u sacrifice it...issit worth??guess im always too late to ask you..fate..'yeayea'..=.=|..

guess maybe i shld go bk to my nerdy style..read and study...i think i will do tt...if not,there aint any reason for me to live....

It really makes me cant concentrate on studiess..guesss i gotto stop...yea..im stopping..very soon...very very...

haiz...another hurting day for me....gg to me....

continued...

zzzz..u did it again...why issit always so hard to interact wif u??why??tell me why??
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maybe i shldnt had appeared in yr life..nth will happen...

just be cos of tt and u did it..din u noe what my feelings are when u said tt??

SO, u choose tt over me,and i thought we promise we will have it next year..u scam me...i cant believe it..u will choose tt..haix...WHY..GOD, help me..im restless..each day,everyday,i have been suffering this kind of pain...i couldnt get enuf of slp..woke up in the middle of the night..thinking what i have done wrong to be in this kind of pathetic state...why..tell me,why....dun get the wrong idea that i am saying it is yr fault..its just so ><[dk what to say].i really cant believe it..istotally diff from what it is expected..i am feeling down..real down..and it is gonna late and i cant get to slp...these few days i have been like tt..i dun noe why...maybe its fate,maybe its just tt i dun belong to this world...maybe i shld have gone bk to the route tt i wanted previously...maybe...haix...

what i hope now is,to be able to overcome this and live happily like last time..pls..spare me this suffering...i beg u dearly....pls..

''yeaa~~ right''

another day has come..a day where everyone is having their happy moments...me,writing this blog to convey my feelings...still as usual..but im happy tt at least theres one who's there to let me share my painful story wif her..thks.i appreciated it very much..i will try..hopefully i can get over it...><..
haiz..

a lost teen boy ..feeling hurt.:(

to everyone who is reading my blog......


I'm hurt..my heart is aching badly...i've nth to say..i always thought tt everything is perfect wif you tagging along..but i guess i'm wrong..everything has changed when you said tt sentence repeatedly.everything is as if nth to me.:( pls...someone..save me from this torture..everyday i gt to face it..is hard,it is really hard for me to keep on bearing wif this tremendous pain..i dk whether are you reading this now, but i just wanna say,i am really hurt deep down my heart.of what u said,i guess i have no nothing to live on..

these few days,im living in my own world..din u see any changes about me??not eating, emo-ing[chose to be quiet]and to sit down there chatting wif no more than 5words.It is all because of you..you made me into this..happy:to be able to find a gd buddy like u..sad:we are of diff dimension...everytime i wanna tell u how i feel..u arent there to give me comfort,to provide me wif opinions or things like that...u disappeared whenever i needed tt..false hope,i guess..i wun expect much...up till now...im living by myself...

im sharing my story at this blog..and hopefully someone could ''save'' me out of this..but i think is hard...i still think that i am a stranger in the class,just like my another classmate and i doubt they will understand my tong ku...sad..sad...im hurt...real hurt..

i do not want that, but i had no choice..please~dun do tt...:'(

^^

thks bro..i needed tt very much..u are always the person tt relieve my pain,my hardships and everything...i owe u damn much..really very honoured to have u in my life...thks so much1!!cheers to us,the power of unbreakable brothers!!..^^[ not forgetting my other best friends and everyone]

DAMN MIT!

I AM TOTALLY PISSED OFF BY WHAT THEY DID!!WHAT THE HELL...DAMN..IM DAMN PISSED...REALLY REALLLLLLLLY FURIOUS!!!