confused..

oh yea...met you ytd...
was shocked over what happened to you..
Nothing can describe that awful pain in my heart..
But i am glad to chat with you..^^
thks for everything...

i am sick and you are there to care and concern for me..
Nothing can change the perception of you in my mind.
You are just one of the best people i ever met in my life..
Gratefully in debt of my life to you..
Thank you. ;(

Signing off,
The unexpected teen boy.

Emo...really emo...

I heard the devastating news u sent me...
I can't help but let my tears roll down my eyes...
What they did was intolerable..
inhumane is what i describe for them...
Its freaking pain but they took it off lightly..

You are strong..kind hearted and soft hearted..
No matter what u still can bear...
You are just so brave...

Everyday i think about you..think about what u and i can do.
Thks for consoling instead of the other way round.
You are someone i cant live without for the rest of my life...
My three words are for you..

I just cant describe any further..
you are just too good for me...
Treasure is what i am gonna do...
Dun ever leave me,
For i will always be there for you..
<3

Signing off,
The unexpected teen boy.

A day where how i wish time will stop[ for that instance ]

Tiring day after my third day of BSC of round 2. Did lots of things...were jokingly complaining to Mr Michael that we were tired of doing and doing.haha..
But it was a good day though...the previous leader was one fun loving leader to chat with..
Did not expect he stay so far..even further than me..wow..responsible leader i will say.

Anyway, TRUST is a powerful word i will say..
Although i had that 100%..but i still feel that it isn't..
Trying my best to win it, to obtain it.
You are the person that never fails to make it a satisfying one.
Wishing you are always there right before my eyes...
Every sec, every min, every hour, everyday, i will not waste that opportunity to spend it.
Thanks a lot.

Signing off,
the unexpected teen boy.

A shocking news

Heard the news and im Shocked..

Treated like a slave in and out...
Can't stand it though...
Mentally and emotionally are what i can only give you..
Thanks for that last message that u sent just now.
Needed that so much, that it feels so painful without it.
Nights everyone.


With love,
the unexpected teen boy.

A person that i met few months ago.

A poem for him. haha!!

>>>

Where are you going, where have you been?
My dear, close, and quiet friend.

Tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine;
And so we will pass a few hours time
With the quaint and the comic and even sublime -
Silently searching for that elusive sign.

We'll fashion the future and polish the past,
Allowing the memories to amass;
While the grains of sand slip through the glass
'Til a tranquil lull pervades at last.

Conversation fades with the eve's golden light,
We cannot go on, try though we might;
So you gather me an embrace so tight,
And we wistfully, longingly say goodnight.

[PS: we ain't T.X.L ><]
Although we only knew each other for couple of months, but i sense that he has already stepped into my life.
A great and extraordinary brother he is. We often chat everything and anything till late night.
You can say hes really one person that is always there for me.[ not forgetting about other friends,cliques i have too ]
Speechless is what i will describe.
Thanks for everything u have done for me..
Meet up someday, woots.

signing off,
the unexpected teen boy.

moody...

It is always so hard to contact or chat with you.
It seems that the relationship we have together are being strained day by day..

Your presence never fails to cheer me up.
But now it seems that i cant achieve that cheerfulness.
I tried to maintain the cheerful side of me by chatting with my clique and my fav bro- R_ _ _ _ _ d..

They indeed brought me life again..but i just don't know why i need that 'feeling' from you and i will be satisfied.

Hope we will remain in contact no matter where we are. thanks for appearing in my life..Its ~2years since we first met..

>< i am really an unexpected teen boy..a true one.

lonely~

have been having insomnia for the past few days because of that incident...

My heart pounced as he took one step away from me..
the feeling is unbearable..
every minute,every second..
dreamt about it and it gave me frights.
gosh, i dk how am i gonna take it...

right now, i am w8ing for the replies...mass send but came back one..
i guess hes real busy...

hopefully ltr, i will be able to meet him...
Only by meeting him, i will sleep in peace.
His existence is where i have come..
there will be no me without him..

Please reply me C.C ....

Regards,
THE UNEXPECTED TEEN BOY ='(

High-ing as usual.

Hello people~bk for posting.

Today has been a cooling day for me.rained for hours non-stop..I guess everyone will agree with me that today is the best day of the month!! woots.

Gosh,ytd we were insane at plurk.Dolly,xue er,Katie, Vivien and me were crazy..Talked about wards in imh..blah blah...I just got to say,we werent insane.we are super insane!!geeesh.highing and highing and highing...This is what xe,dolly and me have been doing for the past few XXXXXXXX.and co-incidentally,Akina followed.Miracle.isnt she? haha.

Anyway,few hours more to 1 more day..whohooo.tmr will be meeting dolly,xe,akina and he shun at imm.gonna prepare our last preparations before we officially set off the next day.oh yea.

Cant wait for it to arrived..HAHA.just rmbred what xe told me.her mum joked her said wanna camp at mac str8 throughtout the whole night.hahha!n1 auntie!! ^^

And now...im highing with dolly.gosh..tmr he shun and him is coming over to my house to stay overnight.woots! totally excited!!All right.i am signing off.cya all tmr!

bk

ooh.annyeong!
hi,bk for posting..nth much today..played sa with dolly..din know that he is one crazy freak..21-6 at airport.[others too =D..]geesh..Feel like complaining to singtel about its stuff...lagging much during game..wondering when will their maintanence finished-.-

hmm..dolly,xe and me..again..were excited about what is gonna happen..had our preparations almost done..left some more to go.The day is going to come soon..waited for years and its finally acheived.I cant believe..! Gonna go crazy and wild and enjoy ttm!

Anyway,i just realised i really have a heart problem..At first i cant believe what it says..but its proven.No choice,i just got to get over with it..No wonder when i as playing my last game[ for tt moment ] with dolly..sharp pains seems to exist in my heart.But it aint gonna stop me from doing what i want =D

oh yea..gonna get rdy and watch channel 5 fri night movie..so long~cya!

days are nearer..

afternoon ppl!

the days are nearer and everyone is full of excitement.Dolly and others just got back their results.Heard that it wasnt really their ideal results.geesh..my heart thumped even faster...if their standards are like that...for me..:X i dont think i will get my ideal results..just hope. HOPE. Pray. this is what i am gonna do for the next few days[other than other stuffs that its gonna happen next week. hehe]

Dun feel bad dolly..We know you really mugged like heaven during the study week..Great job though.All the best for the rest of yr study life..same to xe and everyone.=D

[SNSD ROCKS!! SO DO SOOYOUNG!Roar..give more singing parts to my lover!!!! Roarrrr!haha.jkjk]

Right now...i am waiting for my mum to come back with the packed food she had bought.While w8ing,im chatting with dolly ^^ woots..we cant w8 for next week.just soo thrilled!whohoo!

hmm~chatting..will be bk again ltr.ttyal.

Bored~

alright..i shall reinstate my blog and let it be alive again...

my apology for not updating..exams,lazy.Wow, aint you peeps surprised that i finally updated my blog..hahaz.nvm~ i doubt ppl will view my blog since its officially dead.lol.

Anyway,today,i went to cck polyclinic to have my deep wound in my right elbow dressed again.Its the 4th appointment since i had this accident,or shall i say,cylcing incident. Its quite a pretty long story.

I went over for chalet during the second day to meet up with my poly-mates.Never did i expect that we were gonna ride bikes from pasir ris all the way to changi village...and at a later point of time,get bk to pasir ris.I was thrilled at first.Rode with full of excitement. We ate,rode over to the beach, w8ed awhile see those ah-guas in action[oops,but never really get to see them,cos they worked late at night.]The most tragic thing happened.After contacting my aunt to book for my haircut..i rode my bike with speed all the way.Trying to be hero,i tried to put my hp back my bag using one hand, and another hand to balance off.Never did i notice that there is a hump str8 after an unknown bus-stop.Immediately,bang!! 180 degress off my seat...my right hand and right leg were injured..bag protected my back..and the bike,landed on my body.

I got up my feet.puzzled for a moment.look at my deep wound on my right elbow...The commuters w8ing for the bus did not move a budged.Eyes stood at me and did nothing.How ridiculous was that.Fortunately, one of my poly-mates,Royston,who was riding behind me,sped up and held me.Thank G-D he was there.If not,i will be stranded there for hours.Anyway,immediately he called up another two of our friends to help out. Phew! they came asap and werE shocked at the news Royston told them about me.Nevertheless, Royston held me across the road and bring me back to chalet to seek immediate medication.Whereas, the both of them carried both of our bikes back chalet.Upon reaching,we saw almost everyone.And all gave those :O face.Marcus seems tramautised from the look of the face.haha.He was asking me whether am i feeling gross when looked at the wound.I replied not really,cause im used to those stuffs[ u cant imagine that i am kind of sadistic..cos i love watching SAW]. The counter lady directed us to a nearby clinic instead as she said that she cant possibly help due to the serious injuries caused.

15 mins later,Royston,another friend of mine,siok ann and me reached the clinic.gosh..i shall not descibe the details of how the terrible doctor did to me..and -,-. it costs 95 bucks..Atrocious dude! I aint that enough money to pay:X and I am owing royston that sum of money..geesh!..blah blah blah..i stayed up in the night and managed to catch some sleep..Woke up 10 plus in the morning..and everyone got ready to pack off to home.

I just wanna say thank you to everyone for yr concern and support within these few days.My leg is almost recovered..My most worry is my elbow..heard from the nurse that its 0.3cm deep..and i can see my real flesh covered with stains of blood.Thats oh my..Now im hoping i will be OK to enjoy myself during this holiday..

Forget the past,Touch the present,Look on the future..Thats what my motto is,currently,i guess.and yea..its 5pm+ now..I heard that my grandma is going to TTSH tmr for blood test.I guess i must accompany her since no one is able to. And i think she will be super shocked when she see...my wound.LOL. ^_^

Alright..i shall shut the crap up..haha.ooh.got a call from my grandma and she insists me not to accompany her for tmr check-up.Guess i don't need to then.Just hope shes fine for both the check-up and the operation next week.G-d bless you grandma! and not forgetting everyone, too. =D

Logging off now.till then.goodbye.