Trust

Trust. What is the real meaning of trust??

Trust is a powerful word found in the dictionary. Trust may lead to betrayal despite listing out all the advantageous.

At this point of time..12 more days to my birthday.. in my 19years of life..I have seen countless times of ppl getting betrayed due to trust. And i guess i am one of the victims. I trust this person particular person more than the others and yet he is giving lots of excuses when i asked him. I have given him alot of chances and everytime he fails to uphold his promise. I dk how long should i hold him...maybe its time to let him off.

I dk what is he going to become.But I guess.. maybe this trust should just break off... Its time for me to rest and not get into these stuffs anymore.. My last chance given to him..and i see no improvement on him. haiz..disappointment..utterly disappointed abt him.

I lost myself and I cant get up...

I do not know why..Everytime i see you online at facebook, i will just go to your pictures and view you. I miss you and I miss your voice dearly...You are the light of my life. Without you, i do not know whether i can survive this path alone.

I remembered the days we spent since last year...Those memories was just so amazing..We chatted, played and have loads of funny quarrels everytime.. But now.. every since that particular day, we seldom talk and see each other.. I miss you so much..I really do.

I have been hoping for the day where you can officially chat and play together with me like last year.. I am afraid I may lose you...and i have the feeling we may not talk to each other often again..

I am missing you and wondering what are you doing now. Please answer me.. I need you. i really need you. :(

Looking Forward....

I was extremely happy when my dad fulfilled my long time dream- a 8days 6nights trip to SOUTH KOREA!!!! whohoo!!!Serious I cant wait...18 october will be the day...my flight will be at 10.55pm.. woots.. I will be going together with my dad, my 2nd sis and our favourite aunty (dad's side) of all times. <3 <3

Heard that we will be going alot of places at South Korea. I was ecstatic. We will be heading to Seoul, Incheon, Teddy Bear Museum, Lotte world etc....and not forgetting South Korea's 1st tourist attraction- Jeju Island. <3 <3 oh my god..I totally can't wait...i am still counting down. 35 more days. ^_^

But not forgetting that in 3 more days, I will be enjoying myself with my fav clique M.M.F ^.^ woots.. Hope everyone get to enjoy during the 3d2n chalet at downtown east chalet. hehe.!!!

Alright.. will continue with my counting down of number of days. Annyeong!!!

Bad dreams cant seem to adrift away

I am terrified and scared.... my exams that i had took 2 weeks earlier weren't that positive...2 paprs were done badly... I have a strong feeling that i will have to re-take both modules. As a result, i may have to graduate later by 6months. I do not want that to happen. I do not want to let down my parents who had brought me up since i was born. I know i owe them a huge debt and I hope i can repay them with my actions. I love you Mum n Dad..You two have sacrificed alot for me. Yet i am stubborn and ignorant to yr advice.

I regretted, i really do. What I wish and pray for now is to hope that i will not need to retake that both modules.I want to pass all. If I really do, i will put in my 101% effort onto it and fully concentrate on my studies like what i did during my lower sec yr times..


I am constantly praying and praying that i am going to pass all my modules this semester.. If not I cant live and will regret for the rest of my life.

confused..

oh yea...met you ytd...
was shocked over what happened to you..
Nothing can describe that awful pain in my heart..
But i am glad to chat with you..^^
thks for everything...

i am sick and you are there to care and concern for me..
Nothing can change the perception of you in my mind.
You are just one of the best people i ever met in my life..
Gratefully in debt of my life to you..
Thank you. ;(

Signing off,
The unexpected teen boy.

Emo...really emo...

I heard the devastating news u sent me...
I can't help but let my tears roll down my eyes...
What they did was intolerable..
inhumane is what i describe for them...
Its freaking pain but they took it off lightly..

You are strong..kind hearted and soft hearted..
No matter what u still can bear...
You are just so brave...

Everyday i think about you..think about what u and i can do.
Thks for consoling instead of the other way round.
You are someone i cant live without for the rest of my life...
My three words are for you..

I just cant describe any further..
you are just too good for me...
Treasure is what i am gonna do...
Dun ever leave me,
For i will always be there for you..
<3

Signing off,
The unexpected teen boy.

A day where how i wish time will stop[ for that instance ]

Tiring day after my third day of BSC of round 2. Did lots of things...were jokingly complaining to Mr Michael that we were tired of doing and doing.haha..
But it was a good day though...the previous leader was one fun loving leader to chat with..
Did not expect he stay so far..even further than me..wow..responsible leader i will say.

Anyway, TRUST is a powerful word i will say..
Although i had that 100%..but i still feel that it isn't..
Trying my best to win it, to obtain it.
You are the person that never fails to make it a satisfying one.
Wishing you are always there right before my eyes...
Every sec, every min, every hour, everyday, i will not waste that opportunity to spend it.
Thanks a lot.

Signing off,
the unexpected teen boy.